But that's not what his heart tells him to do. All his life, he was taught that these feelings were not normal and that he should only be attracted to people of the opposite sex. Sure, he would also like to be able to use his own dick to penetrate someone else, but that someone else is of the same gender as him. There's just nothing that's making him attracted to women, even if they strip down to their birthday suits, as all he ever wanted to be dicks, either on his hands, in his mouth, or up in his ass. While he might have been thought to like those of the opposite sex before, at least he has seen these scenarios on TV, in movies, or maybe even on the internet, which triggered his hidden desires about those who are the same as him. The one thing that has been true in the minds of these gay teens (18/19) is being able to experience how it really is to be held by another man. There's nothing better than being able to handle every aspect around you, regardless if you're gay or not. He's out of his parents' home and he now has total control over his life. Now that he has reached the legal age of eighteen, there's no one who could stop him in realizing what his feelings really are deep inside except himself. He had just started being able to express himself, as he had been hiding who he really was inside all these years. Nothing screams young, wild, and free more than a gay teen (18/19).
